Have you ever had that thought? During hour 2 of you masturbating when you should be doing something else instead. You know you should stop and do something real, or productive. But the intense self inflicted pleasure between your legs tells you to keep going.
So you keep going...
And going...
And the fantasies gets worse.
And the porn gets worse.
And the conversations you have with other like-minded horny strangers online gets worse.
And you get hornier and hornier...
The orgasm is not the reward
The orgasm is not the reward. The orgasm ruins the build up, so it's better to edge and keep going.
I'm married, and "the norm" tells me I shouldn't be doing this. But I've been masturbating to porn and chatting with horny strangers online since my early teens. It's such a big part of me and the way I enjoy to pleasure myself.
It's exciting to me to be able to turn a woman on by my words. I love being the reason why you orgasm harder than you're used to.
"This is so wrong"
I love that we're not supposed to do this , either of us, (and we know that) and still we have this desire and urge to explore the dirty secrets we have. It's such a turn on to share something very intimate and personal with someone, and witness them get crazy turned on and horny from listening.
There's nothing wrong with you
I've come to accept that this fantasy life I live in secret, is ok. There's nothing wrong with me.
If you feel there's something wrong with you because of your masturbation addiction or the nasty thoughts that makes you orgasm, please do know that you have a secret dirty like-minded friend in me. Send me a message. I would love to connect :)
This is my first blog post on here. Let me know what you think in a comment. Be nice (or naughty, haha!)